Uncomprehendingly Hurting

Eyes to shoulders,
open arms to closed doors…

When I said forever, 
I meant together eternally flawed.

As you walked away and slammed the door in my face…

My eyes filled up and my heart still hurts, your shoulders stood tall. 

Not any one thought or words could be heard to change the results.

From then to now, you still periodically reside in my regretful mind.

Time, time, time and it still moves forward but yet I find it hard to move-on.

What is remembered outweighs what I have forgot, like your pretty smile. 

From those inviting eyes to cold shoulders moving with great validation.

Our time has expired, you made that crystal clear and I have accepted.

So why I still dare to imagine..?
Really makes no sense but I still do.

When our paths together arrived for once I felt love, love I regret to say I managed to let slip away hard.

To this day and from everyday moving on, I cannot turn off how I feel. 

If only, if only, replays and I’m sad to say… I refuse to accept you’re gone.