Undying Devotion

The words that come to mind when i take myself to paper
they're never enough.
I try to share the visions, of my mind body and soul
but it's never satisfying.
My emotions mean so much more than i can write.
People tell me I'm good with words, but if that's true,
Why can't i find these words of truth.
I assume its because emotions were not meant to be expressed verbally.
but felt spiritually.

I know the way i feel is pure, natural, real.
Nothing is more real than something unseen, but felt.
Like wind, this passion, the strength of my undying devotion
is sometimes unbearable.

The thought of losing this power, this strength, our bond,
eats at my honored soul, to
the point of insanity.
I want to trust that this will always be ours,
That nobody will ever take my place.
Something greater than perfection
is hard to tame, and i'm afraid it'll slip between my fingers.

This jealousy, this anger. It's a wall, an iron wall
preparing for distruction because all it took was a simple smile,
and i was hooked.
Someone will see your beauty, When that time comes.
Will the imprint of me, still be on your heart?
Or will you find what you once saw in me, in another person?
Oh, I pray for your undying devotion. I pray to never see
the day our rose dies. That's just something i couldn't bare.