Unfortunately unfinished

 Like a rose tryna grow from rockbottom

With no light exposure, 
Erode,in this hole i was dropped in.

Soul, mind lost, rotten.

Goalless, 
I'm top notch plot shot shit, 
Implosively shockin'

No signs of slowwin down shown
On this boatride,

No umpa lumpas 
Just charlie on boths sides,

So dump a bump 
Like a barbie doll
Drunk at some party
Taking it hard
from some hardly known guys.

fucked with no ties
No needles, blown mind.

Been down, ive been low
Ive been broke as a joke

Sniffing coke through a straw 
Cause I don't have a note.

When you don't have a hope 
In this world to hold on to
No girl to come home to
You sit and you soak..

In your own self pity 
and own self loathing

Ripped up jeans
And worn out clothing

Not what you was
Just a shell of yourself

Sit there and buzz
While you dwell on the shelf.