unnatural nurturer

A simple knock on the door 
No reply
Suddenly I begin to wonder why
You lock yourself away
Attempting to hide

With such an innocent mind 
I had no idea 
What was happening inside 
A prisoner you were 
Enough, I cry 

No longer can I deny 
She hates me 
Why else would she need to get high
Shattered to pieces I hopelessly 
Still wait to say goodbye