Unworthy

What have I done in this life to be so blessed as to have the smile of God upon my heart.
I am such an unworthy man, why was I permitted to behold the treasure that awaits me
In heaven.
A love so overwhelming it consumes my very exsistance here on earth
But yet in heaven such love is a mere tear drop in vast ocean of contentment the intensity of which
no man can fathom.
A love that can open it's heart to a man clothed in shame
cleanse him with forgiveness and dress him anew
with garments of understanding.