Poem -

"Use My Clothes, I'll Be Fine."

The smell of expired food
slapped me across the face,
blue white walls Β 
showered me with loneliness.

The bleating sounds of agony
grabbed hold of me
women in sterile uniforms,
pushed carts along
the smooth carpet.

Behind the door to A3
sat a woman on a lazyboy chair
she smiled and gave
a gentle chuckle,
brown eyes that once
had a glimmer of life
faded into the distance
between the creases of pain.

In her purple floral pjs
her breasts hung loose
without a care in the world,
her body walked out on her
I felt her bones weaken
beneath her sagging skin,
yellow like the sunflower
outside the window.

Her boy-like hair
was filled with grey,
it seemed to suit
the fragile you, mum.
Night crept in,
the room became tight,
suffocating heat stuck
my clothes to my skin.

I supported her whilst she moaned,
blood filled the bucket
I gently planted a kiss on her head,
carefully laid her on the bed
I took deep breaths in,
swung the door open
and marched down to reception
demanding,
morphine please.

The nurse smiled at me
she only spoke four words, Β 
denial caressed Β my face
shielded me from the suffering
that was waiting like a snake
wanting a bite out of this
lifeless shell.

I returned to see that she looked
like she was no longer there,
but as I stroked her arm
she laughed like there was no tomorrow.

I read her Psalms chapter Β 23,
we spoke about us children
even though we were Β moepis, Β 
she adored us unconditionally.
Her smiled hugged me with
its Β pure radiance,
as she whispered Β Β 
β€œUse my clothes, I’ll be fine.”

Gwen.P

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