Verse

Sometimes no matter how well we hold the umbrella,
the rain will hit us like a bolt
drenching...

It feels strange to wake up after

having slept so much like I did

I slept...

Weird that whole time I didn't grave anything really not even food
Im a heavy smoker

...

How I Know Angels Exist
Have you ever seen an angel before

I have

I still...

She only just my everything

I only love her more ever truly

absolutely more...

For all that it's worth

I would do it all again

Even knowing the hurt

...

You think you're the problem
My problem

For just being you

You feel like a waste of...

Really I just don't know what to say

It's just been a lot

And I know she...

The nights and days they bleed together
Seconds minutes hours

It doesn't matter...

She was up late into the night
Only everything was she thinking

She has a tendency...

All I have here is expression of self

So I'll keep it to myself

I've been...

I feel things and after everything
I feel mostly embarrassment and shame

In a way I...

In case I forget or in case you forgot
In case if today the clocks don't tick and the world just...

So Tell me then because I just have to know
Did I dream this to be real?

Is that...

Okay look listen
I fucking apologize like a million times

But I know saying sorry...

This was written by my fiance from her perspective of my dissacation

His blue eyes have darkened...

It's when I'm away that I feel so far gone
I lie awake

and it's like everything...