Voices

Inaudible conspiring voices in my head, 
I start conversing and chatter away with debates
the sporadic chilling sound of crushing glasses is quite loud 
It envelops my mind; I hear more noises.
Come and See,
that party of darkness,
dark guests with footprints on my ceiling
pacing back and forth,
I sat in the corner and watch for hours,
stuck in my own paradox I laugh in fear.
They gather more on the edge of my mind
the menacing display of my empty room is messing me up more
leave me jaded, 
I need a cruel reality-check,
Don’t you see them?

They call me sick, 
I'm chemically unstable
Whether it be of the mind 
body,
or soul.
crowd of familiar strangers greet me
They come to me talking things preposterous
Spending hours and passing judgment.
I maintain a deadly anger, 
Gritting my teeth, clenching my fist, I scream
My animalistic urges are fueled by my dying brain functions
bringing me to the brink of permanent insanity,
I disintegrate into nothingness.
I starve, give me food not pills
I shiver, give me warmth not therapy
I cry, give me love not opinions
Guess, no one seems to recognize the urgencies 
Only concluding me as one of the very rare cases
I am born to be secluded, alienated. 
with shadows dance around my room.