Vulnerability, Vultures and Vast Emptiness

I can feel them 
Gnawing at my brain 
Fighting for the space 
Pulling me down the rabbit hole 
Which is nothing but a dark maze 
Of sadness, anger and revenge 
A maze where I am the scapegoat ;
The sacrifice 
For them to escape their thoughts and emotions 
While I am stuck 
Blindfolded, with no escape, no light and no hope
I feel myself going under like quicksand 
With no one to pull me up 
I sense myself hitting rock bottom while they float on cloud 9 
While they enjoy and have fun, 
I am sinking to the bottom of the ocean 
Burdened by all their emotion 
One day, when I reach the bottom,
I realize; it's all just an endless space of darkness
And however hard I try now, 
There is no escape...