Waiting

Tomorrow is a blessing!
Each morning breath we take.
A chance to right the wrongs of yesterday's mistakes.
It struck me like a thunderbolt
took all the breath I had.
I thought this was the end for me.
Said Good bye to Mum and Dad.
Heart thumping...hands shaking... lifes slipping 
That's how it feels.
The not knowing..
so scared!!
but there's no way your ever prepared.
awaiting tests feels like a sentence....as you watch the time drip by.
Should be enjoying life
not living in fear for the day I die!