Wake

There are complications.

The things I used to think have moved on.

They rest in peace somewhere else. 

I used to feast,

But the life I grew accustomed to is no longer mine.

This line upon which I dine upon bitch

Is the most important thing to me.

In cherish it. I hold it dear.

For in the end, it will be all that reminds you of me.

I am a wretch. I was lost in this world

And because of that, I lost myself.

Goodbye Brother.

Goodbye Sister.

Goodbye Mother.

I was never good enough for you.

I could never eat at the table.

Drink your drinks, for when you do,

You will know that I am there.

I did not exist for you.

But your hatred set me free.

I knew I needed to run.

Run little soldier. Run. Run.

Run.

Let me sleep, because I have vivid dreams

Of the love you made me lose.

I lost it all for you

And you abandoned me.

Hope lost, love lost, home lost, life lost.

I want to find something new.

For her.

But I am no longer a child.

Run little soldier. Then sleep.

Wake up.

Wake up.

Wake up.