Wake up

I remember when I first woke up,
I stab from heaven right through my heart.
I thought I had gone insane,
How could my pain,
become my fame.
I had to lock myself totally away,
And find myself my own way.
A year I spent  in isolation,
Away from the people who were my past creation.
I had to reinvent myself,
And pull myself out of my living hell.
Watching all this information,
Dumps of it flowing through me now I'm tuned into a different station.
Why was all this happening to me,
I suspect it was those people that died in front of me.
Manipulation and discrimination,
all root causes from this filthy station.
Was I really the crazy one,
Or was I defending my heart,
From shining like the sun.
2 years later and it all makes sense,
 turns out to live this happy, you need decade's of defense

World Wide Wez