We’re Alone Together, Davion

Hello my old friend. How are you? It’s been so long since I saw you again. I’m still delighted to see you, hope the feeling’s mutual. I don’t know how long you’ve been scratching at the door to get out or let me in. But I know if I give in I’ll be letting you win. I can only stare as I walk past with my girl feeling gassed. Get this strange feeling of sad as we cross paths. I don’t want to be in this place you live. Why would I? If sadness is all that you give. For years I’ve sat in there. Had gotten scared of how long I’ve been in there. You only want me to come inside for the simple reason of I’m inside. I go and sacrifice my freedom of outside so you can leave me inside. Oh the light of mind. Weigh heavy the body of mine. Sunken. I can see you tricking the body of mine to lose it function. You can never affect my structure. I’ve rebuilt my self to never be tore down by no one but myself but it was a nice gesture. You are lessor. Compassion strikes the aggressor. Tight squeeze as the air around you gets smaller by its compression. Silly to know you thought you can get what you want by using aggression. So you disappear then another appear. Started to visit but you stopped me change my reality to me talking about my dear. How long is it? Before she leaves me. Deeply I feel the pain occurring. This woman may leave me in intensive care this is urgent. Words slur and she’s hurting. She’s mad as hell cause she has to take counseling classes for a guy who isn’t worth it. Snap out of it. Disgust at the thought of it. She loves me. Something as beautiful as this can’t be ugly. My depression was check mated by a simple pawn. I was lonely she came to me and said “we’re alone together davion”.