"What Is Dad"

My father dies and leave the earth with answers,

The questions has stopped,

The wondering keeps going,

To look inside seems we are the same,

The booze and the beer goes,

The emotions freeze like icebergs,

So big till they reach the sky,

These are my castles of the unknown,

Hiding my heart,

The what who's and whys echo through all their hallways,

Only to torment me,

Your silence speaks louder then words,

To spark this hate that shuts down any attempt at life,

Life moves but I smile with hurt and laugh to cry,

A sane mans stair but a insane mans thoughts,

A trick a fatherless child masters!