What if
What If I just disappear at least then I’d not be letting anyone down and people could move on with their livesÂ
No one would miss me so I might as well go
What if I go that way I don’t need to be second best again and everyone will be happy with there first choice which is never meÂ
They wouldn’t miss me so I might as well do itÂ
What If I hide at least then I’m not hurting anyone anymore because that seems to be my skill right nowÂ
No one would mind In fact im sure they’d be delightedÂ
What if I went that way there’s no more worry no more having to think about meÂ
They wouldn’t notice I’m always background never centre stageÂ
All theses what if will happen if my brain doesn’t stop torturing me soon
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A write from the depths of a broken soul 🌷
Hello Lizzie...
​​​​​​Many people have or do feel that way...
Those who didn't accept life's challenges stopped in the middle and made it as far as dead...
If they were alive and a heartfelt conversation when they were alive they would have known how much people hurt and were saddened even some one close to them killed themselves too...
Those who pushed on just kept pushing on and sometimes they would walk away and live their lives on life's terms...
Some turned out ok and some should have seeked help and didn't and we know where that can go...
​​​​​​I hope this isn't about you...
If it is I hope you choose life even when it seems hard as Hell...
Great write and message...
I hope someone going through what you are that a support for each other may be formed...
Thank you for sharing...
sparrowsong
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