When the Enemy Knocks

It's confusing isn't it?
 I love him and him only
 His smile, his personality, his charm
 But he leaves me confused
 But then his nemesis comes along
 I should hate him but I can't
 He's blinded me with a mirage
 I'm mesmerized by the adrenalin in his eyes
 He knows what to say
 How and where to touch
 One night with him will be pure pleasure
 Agonizing loins without doubt
 I shouldn't ...
 But can I resist?
 My body is yearning for what I'm desperately needing
 But will it be worth it?
 Should I sacrifice my love for lust
 He's the enemy
 I'm succumbing to his plan
 One minute with him will turn my lover's life into a misery
 It's not worth it that I know
 But it's easier said than done
 I'm falling
 And falling hard
 He has hypnotized me
 I can't seem to resist his charisma
 He's eyeing me like a hawk to his prey
 He's playing mind games with my integrity
 But my love is a force not to be reckoned with
 His true intensions revealed
 His plan makes my blood boil
 Turning that lust to vengeance
 A tsunami of hate heading to his destination
 I'll rise when his volcano erupts
 He shouldn't have messed with our love
 In his sorrow we shall rejoice
 Loyalty is questioned when the enemy knocks.