Where Did I Go?

I wonder...where did I go?
The me that I used to know
That person I used to be
Before this tragedy

After he left me that night
When we had our last fight
And it was raining so
I should've said  "Don't go"
But he did and that was that
So I went and I fed the cat
I was still angry at what he said
And I was getting ready for bed
I heard a knock at my door
Louder than any before
A uniform and then a blur
The news was too much to endure
I screamed out loud "You lie"
And then again "He can't die"
My screams were all in vain
He died there in the rain
A piece of me did too
A piece of me I once knew

So I went there one night
Where he was after our fight
With no wreckage to be found
And no sirens, no sound
Just shattered pieces of my heart
And a life I'm unable to start
I guess I went there just to see
If maybe I could find me
But, like him I was not there
A love like our was very rare

Now I know I'll never see
The person before this tragedy
The me I used to know
I wonder...Where did I go?