Where Did Time Go ?
Where did all the time go, thirteen years that just flew by?
One day you were my little puppy, all too soon, my eyes would cry!
The sand of the hourglass poured too quickly, and ran out so very soon;
Now without you I’m so lonely, my life, I live in ruin!
The tears of sadness come without a warning, a soft song or precious memory;
Will take me back to those most “Happy Days”, the ones of “you and me”!
When we walked the earth together, and slept the same way too;
Each day there was my little boy by me, and he loved me very true!
Now my heart lingers in its loneliness, I feel more guilty every day;
‘Cause neither Mommy’s nor your Brother’s sweet love, can take my pain away!
For when you left that sad night I too parted, with a portion of my soul;
And no matter how they try to help me, nothing makes me feel whole!
The void I feel is so unfillable, this abyss of abjection that abounds;
Sometimes at night I awaken with a startle, for I think I’ve heard your sound!
And I wonder if you’ve been here, and your spirit kissed my heart;
Then I reach for you and feel the emptiness, and again, the tears will start!
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Hi Larry Aww Hug from me
So sad this one i feel the pain and
sadness in every word all i can say
is little Nico Surly would`nt want you to
be so sad. That`s how i think of things where my
mam is concerned she would want me to be ok
and i`m sure Nico would want you to be dear friend
Love n hugs Debs xox
Hi Dear Debs,
Your beautiful words brought tears to my eyes. It is such an honor for great people like you to speak Nicos name. If somebody would have told me a year ago, that people from all over the world would be reading about him, I never would have believed it.
Love ya,
Larry
Hello Larry...
My heart goes out to Cody...
Animals have a very keen sense...
They know when you're sad...
They know when you're not feeling well...
When my oldest brother died he was thirty-four years old...
That's when he became the best thing in my earthly Father's eyes...
He built a shrine in his living room...
Pray that Cody doesn't feel like him still being here doesn't really matter...
Beautiful tribute!
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hi Sweet Sparrow,
When Nico left us, we were afraid that Cody would soon be next, for his whole life rotated around his big brother. But, his resiliency surprised us, probably due to the fact that except for a half hour walk in the morning, we never leave him alone. Also, he has gotten his and Nicos share of our undying love for him. I never cry in front of Cody and if anything, he and I have become inseparable since we lost our Nico. Thank you for your heartfelt comments and lovely poem. We truly appreciate your kindest of words.
Hugs, Peace and Love,
xox Larry
Larry you made me cry with your pure
expression of life & love for your loved and
beloved; I wish I had a magic wand as I sit
here beneath my cats photo who died way
too early; where do our dead pets go,
our heart is full of memory treasured
and your lovely poem brings this home to
readers, sorry for your loss. Luv Jai:)
Hi Dear Jai,
Your beautiful words bring tears to my eyes too! It is baffling to me how elephants and Cockatoos get seventy-five years on earth, and some turtles get two to three hundred. Why were our beloved dogs and cats given such short longevity? I see you have suffered an early loss just as myself, and you have had to deal with the heartache of a lost little soulmate. Thank you for your beautiful comment.
Love back at you,
xox Larry
Hi Jai,
You asked in your comment to Larry, where do our pets go when they die? I know for a fact because I am psychic, that their spirits stay with us just like our human spirits do. They still continue to look after us without us realizing it.
When you have dreams of them, that is one of the ways that they can get in touch with you.
Those dreams, are not in fact dreams, they are visitations from the spirit world. When we are in deep hipnogogic sleep, our brain waves are at their most relaxed state, along with our heart rate being at its lowest regular gentle beat. That is when the spirits of our loved ones are able to reach us and connect with our psychic brain and give us comfort by showing themselves in our dreams.
There are two differences between dreams and visitations and they are: Dreams are usually quickly forgotten! But visitations are remembered and stay very clear in our minds eye and memories for good. Just like our day to day life does. So the next time you have a dream of your beloved cat, remember to relax and enjoy it because it is real and it`s a treasured visit, not a dream.
When you wake up, write the details down and keep doing that so that you have a sort of little visitation diary about them. But don`t worry if they don`t happen very often, it may be that you are just not relaxed enough for it to happen. I suffer from insomnia and find it difficult to sleep properly, but I am still able to get visitations because I meditate every night before I go to sleep and I`ve found that a great help.
I hope this has helped you with your question sweetie and if there is anything else I can do for you, don`t be afraid to ask and I will do my best to help you.
God bless, love and hugs
G xx
I love my cat and your depth is
very helpful; thank you Georgina.
luv Jai:)
You are quite welcome sweetie.
G xx
Oh my Larry,
This is so beautiful and so very sad. I know how much you are missing Nico, but take comfort that he is still with you my darling. It is him that is with you when you write these loving poems because he is helping you through all this by giving you the strength to use your writing as your therapy for your loss. I have lost five dogs over the years and I still miss them as if it happened just yesterday. I keep their photos close to me in my study and take comfort from them when I`m upset. They were my children just as much as my other children and I know that my Andrew is taking care of them all till I get there.
I love my Larry very, very much
G xx
Hi Dear G,
You are so spot on about how the writing of poetry has been my therapy. Without having been able to lose myself in verse I might have lost my mind instead. You are also spot on about feeling his spirit with me each time I set my pen to the paper. Your words and love have been a Godsend to me.
I love you,
xox Larry
I know because it is also my therapy. I would just burst with grief if I couldn`t write it out of me.
I love you too babes
G xx