Where Do I Belong

June-20-2014
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

I've been searching for you
And finally after fifteen years
Our hearts are no longer two
After all of these tears
I finally got the chance to be with you

But where do I belong
In your busy mind
I'm trying to be strong
But no matter what I do
In your head
Something always goes wrong
There are days you're not kind
It's always something hurtfull you said

I sit here to think
Nothing comes to mind at first
Another second passes before my day begins to stink
Wondering if I am cursed
Or if we will get some luck our way
Why must I feel like this everyday
I always feel like I'm gonna cry
Why do I even bother to try

Sometimes the thoughts in my mind
My head feels like it's gonna burst
And some thoughts aren't what I want to find
I want to share my thoughts with you
But I can't find the words they won't come out 

So another day passes by
We are stuck in a rut and can't escape
Your thoughts make you cry
Mine make me angry and so mad
And I want to shout
There's days where I feel our souls die

I havent seen your smile 
For a very long time
Honey it's been awhile
There's days I begin to wonder
My heart begins to break
I dont feel our relationship is as strong
When will our love get awake

I want us to be like before 
When we were happy and tight
Now it feels like im a bore
I want things to be right

I want to belong
I want to be with you
I want to feel your touch
I miss it when you don't kiss me 
I miss us so much
Please honey tell me what you want to do 
Do you want to keep us 
Or set us free

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