Where do I fit?

Where do I fit in this life you have planned?

Where do I fit in your mind?
What is my role in this dream that you seek?
The dream you're determined to find.
It seems all your boxes are pretty much ticked,
by my children, my dog and my home.
You have hours of fun with ideas for my garden
as you drift in your fantasy zone.
Am I the reason your eyes shine so bright
with desire deep down in your soul?
Or am I just part of the picture you paint,
when you focus on reaching your goal?
Do you feel breathless with every touch,
as my lips and my fingers caress?
Or do you endure for the sake of some peace?
Is it true that you DO love me less?
When we make love with such passionate force,
devouring as though we are starved!
Are you sharing the hunger that drives me insane?
Or is it one-sided and halved?
Tell me please baby, that you feel the same?
That our dreams and our goals are as one?
Don't juggle this heart that's as fragile as glass,
but instead wrap it safe in your own.