While telling you good bye

Can I come over,
I still need you
To fix my life, to fix my heart,
To complete that emptiness that was left by the past.

What do you know about pain? I asked. If it was given to me as something I never asked, never seeked, never wished.

I would do everything to change the way I feel.
I would do everything to not need salvation. I would do anything to ease the fury of my soul. I would do anything to be more stable.
Forgetting memories, forgetting nightmares, forgetting dreams.
And just free myself to finally live!