Who am I??

I'm guilty of telling the truth and my heart sings the song of me and you
If I'm suffering from my darkness you're not around and the silence looms
Missing a breath when you come into my space and filling up the room
I don't pretend that this could be real and fear my end is all but doom and gloom 

A frozen sunlight puts shivers down my skin and it wakes me up on your lips 
A stolen look from your cold blue eyes as freedom drops off your warm kiss
I'm afraid to accept what might be so I run away from the tortured surreal reality 
I find myself growing as a man and following your sweet smell of beauty 

I'll find myself and rid my old thoughts 
I'll find myself and pray to my lord 
The answer is in the sky when i see your smile
I've just got to feel deep down inside who I am 

My worries are small and my children make me tall
You're there when I fall when I was down you helped me crawl 
I've wasted time hiding behind my regret and wishing for another day 
I've cleaned my soul pleading with myself hoping for this love to stay 

Lay your body on the ground and I'll kiss your naked body and wash your sins
Succumb to what you've found and you'll whisper one more time please 
Pull me closer and scratch with lust and hear my voice when you want more
Love me like you've been with the devil and you're knocking at my door

I'll find myself and rid my old thoughts 
I'll find myself and pray to my lord 
The answer is in the sky when i see your smile
I've just got to feel deep down inside who I am
I just want to know who I am
Knock, knock
Who am I ??