Who Am I?

I look in the mirror,surprised what I see

the young girl that was once there, was that ever really me?

My face is so different now, worn down by time

Eyes that have seen so much have now lost their shine

I look at old pictures, old memories and dreams

Realizing now that nothing's ever as it seems

Am I ever gonna find happiness? What's all this been for?

Not sure in my heart  if I can take anymore....

So many lost friendships, lost loves and in-betweens

So much pain inside my heart tearing at the seams

Another tear escapes my eye, draining from my soul

Nothing in this world could make me feel whole....

I apologized to myself a million times for the mistakes that I've made

All the hurt I've caused myself for the path that I have laid

Now when I stare in the mirror at this pitiful woman staring back

I ask myself "who am I?" I want the old me back....