Who’s laughing now

Who’s laughing now

The words that you say to me 
They cut real deep 
Dealing with depression 
I just don’t wanna sleep 
Suicide turns into my only obsession 
I hate that I’m to scared to tell them all these confessions.

You’ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear I’ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills. 

I just wanna walk up to you and show you the scars on my wrists
You’re the one that caused them
Your words I’m trying to resist
I ask myself how do I persist
I’m always running from my problems 
It’s never gonna solve them. 

You’ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear I’ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills. 

I’m taking life one step at a time
Why are you treating it like that’s such a crime
They give me too many happy pills
How the hell are they supposed to heal
Feel like I’m alone, ain’t nobody there for me 
The thought of dying by myself is always fucking scaring me. 

You’ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear I’ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills.

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Simon Bromley

Bullying is not acceptable to me in any shape or form! I would dare say I enjoyed this write that's packed with emotion and pain.

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Jamie Crawford

Thank you. It’s a song I wrote about bullying as I experience it so yeah I’m glad you liked it :)

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Maggie Curley

I've been in dark places before and they are not nice if you ever need somebody to vent to just message me I'll be here to talk 

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Wayne Stubbs

This is a great piece, a lot of depth and raw emotion, it reminded me of a poem I wrote called 'The wolves' you should check it out! I liked the repetition in your piece, I do that wuite often for effect 👏👏👍

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Jamie Crawford

Yeah that was a song I wrote about bullying but I’m glad you liked it :)

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Silent Dreamer

Great expression of an absolute horrific emotion. I truly felt this piece. I've been there too in a way (mentally and emotionally bullied). One of my few wishes is that one day bullying ceases to be. I love how you wrote this as it shows what harmful effect bullying has on someone's mental health. You sure as hell are strong for writing about it! More power to you and your talent, amazing work!

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Jamie Crawford

Wow I wasn’t expecting that comment. Thank you so much it means a lot seriously. If you ever want to talk I’m here for you :)

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Silent Dreamer

No problem! My pleasure. You truly deserve the praise. Thank you, you’re too kind! Same goes for you, I’ll be there to listen and help😊

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Caron Swann

Wow Jamie, pretty powerful stuff! An excellent write! xx

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Terry Kay

This is a bad place to be.  Sometimes being abused is so hard to get out of.  Great writing.  Deserves nomination.  I'm always around if you need to talk.  Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie, you are very welcome. Love to you.  Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie I will certainly try.  Terry Kay

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Jamie Crawford

Can you subscribe to my bands YouTube channel please 

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Terry Kay

I would feel honored. How do I find you? Is it under your name?  Terry Kay

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Jamie Crawford

No just search on YouTube “False Blood band” and it should come up 

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Terry Kay

Jamie, .I found you. There's a Jamie Saari Crawford too. Keep up the good work.  Looking forward to following you on your journey.  Hug to you. Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie I think I did! Let me know if you don't see it.  Left a message too!  Got to go out for a bit. I will check when I get back home too...Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie, want to check...is that you..I will understand... You're a lion next to me...is this you?

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Jamie Crawford

No. Just type in on YouTube False Blood band and then it Gould come up

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Cherie Sumner-Taylor

Hi Jamie...I hate bullies....I used to stand up to kids being bullied in high school and took on the bullying for it....What goes around comes around eventually in life....karma has a sense of humor that way. xo Thanks for sharing xo ;)

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Charity Ellis

I've mainly helped people that went through that next time they do that too you just ignore it you are strong 

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