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Whoโ€™s laughing now

Whoโ€™s laughing now

The words that you say to meย 
They cut real deepย 
Dealing with depressionย 
I just donโ€™t wanna sleepย 
Suicide turns into my only obsessionย 
I hate that Iโ€™m to scared to tell them all these confessions.

Youโ€™ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear Iโ€™ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills.ย 

I just wanna walk up to you and show you the scars on my wrists
Youโ€™re the one that caused them
Your words Iโ€™m trying to resist
I ask myself how do I persist
Iโ€™m always running from my problemsย 
Itโ€™s never gonna solve them.ย 

Youโ€™ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear Iโ€™ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills.ย 

Iโ€™m taking life one step at a time
Why are you treating it like thatโ€™s such a crime
They give me too many happy pills
How the hell are they supposed to heal
Feel like Iโ€™m alone, ainโ€™t nobody there for meย 
The thought of dying by myself is always fucking scaring me.ย 

Youโ€™ve made me not wanna live this life no more
I swear Iโ€™ve had enough
You punch, kick and throw me to the floor
You know my life is tough
This is how you make me feel
Making me want to overdose on pills.

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Simon Bromley

Bullying is not acceptable to me in any shape or form! I would dare say I enjoyed this write that's packed with emotion and pain.

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Jamie Crawford

Thank you. Itโ€™s a song I wrote about bullying as I experience it so yeah Iโ€™m glad you liked it :)

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Maggiecurley123

I've been in dark places before and they are not nice if you ever need somebody to vent to just message me I'll be here to talkย 

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Wayne Stubbs

This is a great piece, a lot of depth and raw emotion, it reminded me of a poem I wrote called 'The wolves' you should check it out! I liked the repetition in your piece, I do that wuite often for effect ???

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Jamie Crawford

Yeah that was a song I wrote about bullying but Iโ€™m glad you liked it :)

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Marie Swann

Wow Jamie, pretty powerful stuff! An excellent write! xx

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Terry Kay

This is a bad place to be.ย  Sometimes being abused is so hard to get out of.ย  Great writing.ย  Deserves nomination.ย  I'm always around if you need to talk.ย  Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie, you are very welcome. Love to you.ย  Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie I will certainly try.ย  Terry Kay

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Jamie Crawford

Can you subscribe to my bands YouTube channel pleaseย 

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Terry Kay

I would feel honored. How do I find you? Is it under your name?ย  Terry Kay

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Jamie Crawford

No just search on YouTube โ€œFalse Blood bandโ€ and it should come upย 

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Terry Kay

Jamie, .I found you. There's a Jamie Saari Crawford too. Keep up the good work.ย  Looking forward to following you on your journey.ย  Hug to you. Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie I think I did! Let me know if you don't see it.ย  Left a message too!ย  Got to go out for a bit. I will check when I get back home too...Terry Kay

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Terry Kay

Jamie, want to check...is that you..I will understand... You're a lion next to me...is this you?

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Jamie Crawford

No. Just type in on YouTube False Blood band and then it Gould come up

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Charity Ellis

I've mainly helped people that went through that next time they do that too you just ignore it you are strongย 

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