Poem -
Why
Why do I stand infront of the shower for 15 min just to end up not taking one because I don't have the energy
Why do I feel like throwing up everytime I see food on my plate
Why can't I breath in a room full of air
Why do I shake when I am not freezingΒ
Why can't I laughΒ
Why can't I smile
Why is the only thing that calms me red lines on my body
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be like everybody else
Why can't I be normalΒ
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Hey TUULIA!!....it's a dark place you're describing here......and you did it quite well....but I hope (very much) that you have someone to talk to about this....cutting's dangerous......but writing is definitely a good sign!!......ALL STARS!!.....keep writing dear poet sister......and......WELCOME to COSMO!!.....LOVE & ROCKETS!!.....T xo : )
Thank you soooo muchΒ
beautiful dark write.
Thank youu
serious words keep writing LindaΒ
hope things improveΒ
Thank youΒ
Hi love, I truly understand the place you are in, I'm in it myself. Cutting skin isn't going to help you... try stabbing the paper with words instead. It's surprising how therapeutic writing is...you can say anything to paper...you can hit it thump it crush it throw it scream and rage at it..and it doesn't matter one jot what anyone thinks of it....it works for me, hope to read more from you x
Thank you so much for the adviceΒ
I agree entirely with what Marion has already said up there before me .. its not easy, but it can and does work for many who use such a practical approach .. it can kinda help to re-focus and regain control ......... Furthermore, I also hope to see more of you here too ..
Peace, Respect & All Good Things,
NevilleΒ
Thank youΒ