Wish I could hate!

I am so fucking angry I just want to scream, shout and swear. I want to go out and fight someone as I couldn't fucking care! I want to feel the physical pain, like what I feel now deep inside. The pain that's been caused because of your seeded little lies!!
 

You fucking used me, and made look and feel a prick. Just thinking about what you've done makes me fucking sick! You told me all these lies which I thought it all to be real. You've really fucking broken me, where I don't think I can heal 

I feeI want to fucking hate you, I want to see you cry. I want you to feel all this fucking pain that I feel deep inside. It's not fair that it has to be just me, so I hope these words fucking hurt you, I hope they cut real deep. So now maybe it's not just me that will now be losing sleep.!

(c) Mathew Chapman - 2024