Work on Myself

Sitting in these anger 
management classes
listening to other people's 
stories. 

Thinking that I'm not like 
these people 

I lost my position after 
you left me and yes I 
definitely blamed you 
for everything wrong in
my life. 

I was so desperate to get
my old life back I went 
to your sister's house. 

Help me get your sister
back!

All she did was laughed 
and slammed the door in
my face. 
.
At this point I got back in
my car and looked into 
the rearview mirror.

I didn't look like the man that 
I was and I knew something
had to change.

I had to stop focusing on you
and put the focus back on me.

I started to take the anger 
management classes more
serious. 

It took me a while understand 
that I was my own worst enemy. 

I even started going back to 
church and volunteering with 
the youth ministry.

I miss you everyday but I know 
you had to leave.

I have to work on myself and 
try to get better.