Wrongen

Wrongen!!!
Creepy whispers in my ear of how Im doing wrong,
I’m drowning out the words I hear all blended into song,
Turning up the volume to let the music loop aside,
And place you right on back again to times willed to reside.
 The people, the love i felt, if only for a while
Until the music leaves me alone again silenced with denial
It is then these mindful guessing games vex a trance around my thoughts. 
The shame ive felt, the enemies Made, the battles Unnecessarily fought. 
It all comes flashing back to me in strobes of my mistakes 
Between the lines of distracted errors shows remnants of all my fakes 
I have forced the path of respectable and well behaved pipe dreams
But my soul is not willing for this it was dreamt far beyond my means
So I’m predicting the path for me is gambling unknown maybe wrong 
So In the meantime I think I’ll stay safe cocooned lost among my song