Yellow belly shit

God dam it developed a yellow belly. Afraid to return to work. Get a panic leaving the driveway, love my bubble has become a big blessing and a curse. After all, am I the same, are they the people I knew or has this changed everyday, and everyone. What if I fail at this return to some normality, what if the the fact it's almost winter and plague is still around gets the better and causes the shakes. Bravery not stupidity they rely on me, but what if I forgot what I know and get told to go. Yellow belly chicken shit just get up and get there, focus on the task at your busy hands.