You...

Everyday I think of you.
And everyday I am reminded of three things...
1. You were abusive in every way possible. 2. Knowingly denied us a family. 3. You deny and regret none of these decisions.

Everyday I am reminded of my hate and anger for you.
I am forced to face the reality that you never cared.
And I have no idea who you are even after all the stories you've shared.
I have no idea if anything you've said in these 20 YEARS IS TRUE!!

Then you have the nerve to sit there and pretend to be our mom. 
And all I can do is "smile and wave" to hold the peace.
And you push every boundary and line just as you've always done.
And come at me with your pet name for me: "hun".

Everytime I think of you, I am reminded of these simple truths: 1. 
You've continued the cycle of abuse from your own past, but worse. 2. You will never change, and I have to accept that, but I DO NOT and WILL NOT accept your treatment. 3. You were and are a shitty mom. 4. I will succeed, thrive, and HEAL in spite of you!