You are my Sunshine

Today I will walk out into the sunlight and pretend that it is your warmth taking over my body as you are looking at the same sun. I will sit in the warm grass and look up at the sun and close my eyes and let the warmth burn me for as long as i can take as that is how it feels when i think of you. I'll let the sun burn me so that my skin feels like it is getting singed off of me to remind myself how much it hurts that i am not with you and use the pain as a way to forget that i am not with you. I'll let the sun remind me that somewhere you are looking at it too and in that way, we are connected. We are both taking in the warmth and brightness that the sun has to offer.
As night falls, I will sit in my room at the window staring up at the moon, taking in its darkness and frigid air. The darkness reminds me of my thoughts as i lay in bed and keeps me up at night wondering if you will ever be in my presence and instead of staring up at the moon, I will just stare at you and think that at last, I have found my sun and my moon all in one.