You Are The Stars

I always look at the stars.

In the day they don't really show.

And at night how wonderful they are so.

But I've realized that one day they shine and the next they don't.

You are the stars.

I'll look at you knowing how marvelous you can be.

But when you look back you show me the daylight.

And I can't help but feel broken and unhappy.

The next day I'll look at you once more knowing how splendid you can be.

But this time when you look back you show me the night.

And instantly I can't help but be filled with joy and my heart feels free.

This being said, I am both sad and happy and also confused.

And I'm still trying to figure out how this could be.

One day your daylight will make the tears fall ever so fast.

The next your night full of stars will make me feel as if I've just fell in love like the beginning of our past.

I wish I could see the stars all the time.

I wish I could see your stars everyday.

I wish it didn't have to be that only at night I see them shine.

But you don't care.

Do you?

I couldn't imagine you have anytime to spare.

Not a dime worth of love you could share.

I wonder how you feel about all of this.

Probably not very much of anything.

But I am one of whom the love is what I miss.

I always look up at the stars and remember you.

I remember who and how you were.

And the love is what I miss most for it was true.

But as quickly as you had that love for me was as quickly as you rid it from your heart.

And next thing that I knew, it was gone.

Forever.

I don't think I'll ever be able to receive it again.

Never.

But the love I have for you is there.

And always will be there.

I will always give you my time even if I have none to spare.

I will always give you my heart for you to keep rather than just share.

I am the sun.

I will always bring light to you.

Even when you decide to turn away, close your eyes and sleep.

I will always be there and this I swear is true.

All I want is to see the stars.

All I want is you.

Maybe one day you'll come back for me.

Maybe one day you'll show me the magnificence of the stars.

Please, may your love come back.

Please don't be so far.

-E.A.