You Don't Want Me Anymore

As morning rolled into the day
I knew it was the day, the day I've dreaded 
Somehow I knew what you were about to say
You said your feelings are no longer the same
There's more to me than you knew

It has hurt me more, everyday to live with the feeling
Feeling of not being wanted by the one I love
I told you I knew, I could feel it
The lack of emotion and sincerity from you
Why did you lie?
I would ask of you , tell me how you feel,
What's been going on inside of you?

There was still time for us
Time to repair,  time to show care n' learn to love again
But now your eyes are cold and dark as they stare through me
What am I supposed to do?
You made me feel emotions again, mine and yours too
I changed for you, I became vulnerable to you
You said you wanted all of me
I tried to tell you of the things that could come to be
Reactions we would see if you tugged at certain parts of me
But as reality crept it's way in
You stepped back from me

Who's gonna catch me now
I've already slipped and begun my decent
If I only knew that you wouldn't be there with open arms
As my fall comes to an end
I would have been more careful while dancing on the edge
I wouldn't have allowed you all the way in
For in that my mind wouldn't be clouded by my heart
I wouldn't  have been too distracted
To allow myself to slip n' fall

To feel your love deep within me
And then to know I'll never feel your again
If I would've ignored my heart, It wouldn't hurt this much 
If I could just learn to not care anymore
Maybe these tears of mine wouldn't have to be here

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