you rode out on it

~~feeling to well known
 can't hide the hurt

 travel far and wide
 to uncover the splint in my heart

 the day after you broke it
 i play the morning over

 in my head remembering
 what you said

 not that it fell on deaf ears
 not that i didn't understand

 but i couldn't believe you spoke it
 tangled and twisted waves of
 emotions fog covered thoughts

 a tidal-wave of tears supplied
 the river for your leaving

 no one else will use this vessel
 the way you rode out on it

 the kaleidoscope of your perspective
 is all over the place far left to

 the extreme right on what grounds
 gave you smite , bloodied and venomous

 your taunting exposed raw nerves
 glisten and shine like a new bike

 i will i will as those words spewed at me
 i am leaving ,true you are

 left me staring back at you from the
 mirror , i am not that bad ?

 sure we didn't make the right
 choices ,that morning you left

 your words still haunt me as you said
 "i don't want to do this anymore i quit

 and i am going to a meeting"
 i pleaded with you not to flush it down the toilette

 but you did , i hate you for not looking back
 i am stuck here ,

 good by my addiction