22

I am so over today

For this life has me not believing 
In order to live i must pay

In  an other time 
In an other season
Had a purpose
Had a reason
Had order
Now I am a statistic 22
Over and Over

Hanging in the garage
Clouded and weary 
Isolated 
My silent scream
Never heard
Trying to remember my buddies 
But the desert was to clever
Blinded by the sand storm
That severed the tether

Alone in my nightmare 
Thinking of sleep
22 in to deep
The thought runs in
Never ever creeps 

In  an other time 
In an other season
Had a purpose
Had a reason
Had order
Now I am a statistic 22
Over and Over

Cast shadows long an dark 
Troubled mind, a prisoner 
Of doubt
Family crying cemetery park 
For if one would reach out for 
Me and for you
Instead we become a 
Statistic 22