"You...Bad, Bad girl !"

" You treat me like a piece of dirt !
Say the cruelest things, intended to hurt
Act as tho, You should still wear a school shirt!
Like  a teenage rebel, In a rolled up skirt 
Showing off ya nipples all erect & pert
But. Let me remind you, That you are 28!
& your life as we know it, Is in a right old state
& being your mother, Aint been fucking great !
Lower than the low, Is what i would rate
As you,ve piled way to much krap upon my plate !
Your middle name should have been trouble, Not Kate 
Whose always up in front of the magistrate
I now know, That its too little, too late !
& your still my daughter, So you was my fate
But, Let me tell you my girl, being your mother 
Has been far from, Bloody great
That i cannot even bear, To look at your grate 
Or hear any more lies, Flow out of your gate 
& you do your very best to devastate !
Get under my skin & aggravate
You,ll have me sectioned early, At this rate?
& for me especially. It is very unfortunate!
As im treated more like an acquaintance .
& a little less than a mate
Or when you use my grandson, As if he were bait 
& go on & on, Controlling & you manipulate
Until you get me in a right old state !
When i think of your nan, Who just passed of late
It does not, by any means,  Compare or compensate?
As all you do. Is simply procrastinate 
& i have  had all these years, To contemplate 
& a life-time of door slams & gates
You really are , A let down as a daughter !
As you dont know how to be nice to your Mum & support her
Or your in need of a hand  book or guide , On how to be a daughter ?
As you aint got a frigging clue, or incline
To does as one would, or should have  oughta !?
So.. I will use your favourite expression.. Up yours !
Until, You can at least discover, Your cause ?
Or show some emotion or some remorse ?!
That is if you can manage that..Of course ?
As you put me into this situation, That i have been forced !
There should be a way for your kids to be divorced ?
I refuse to keep being, That lamb to the slaughter !
& For trying a life-time ..Just to love my daughter ?"

Tracy Timothy xx