You’re gonna lose

You’re gonna lose.
And I say this in the most  unpresumptuous way possible.
Because I’ve been losing since day one. 
You’re gonna think a few times that you’re winning or achieving something with great meaning. 
But those are just faulty premeditated made up fantasy’s. 
It’s false hope for a different reality.
A reality where every kene thought or selfish need was practical. 
And you’re gonna feel the worst and best kind of pain. 
The kind of bullshit that makes you feel lifeless. 
Extinct. 
Word of advice, when you begin to realize that nothing’s permanent.
Don’t allow it to eat you alive, or keep you up at night. 
Allow it to encourage you to keep reliving every nostalgic moment on repeat.