The anti Boner.

So it's not alwayse easy living with a sexual addiction,you try to make your lady happy but somtimes you just can't seem to make yourself smile. So a guy like me spends his time wading hand and foot on a women. It seems to be the only way to keep my easily distracted mind entertained. So I met this nice girl named courtney, unfortunatly this was her only redeaming quality, I had just gotten out of a 3 year relationship and a dear family death so I was kind of desperate for some companionship (not my proudest moment) anywho I made her smile easy enough. Got her to laugh and I wanted to spend more time with her. She was having a hard time at work so I bought some weed, not something I usually do but this time I did. I remember I didnt like her upper teeth they were tinier than her bottom teeth and that bugged me for some reason. I hadnt touched a vagina in 3 years I was feeling quite needy. So together we went to her house, and right away we started to make out, I remember in my head I was screaming NO NO don't do it, but I kept telling myself to shut up or I would never make it back home. My mind and body were on two seperate wavelengths.

My hands carresed her gently, her body speaking to my finger tips in a language of their own. I remember grasping her firm plump breasts(God I love breasts)she couldnt get them out fast enough. I could no longer see what was in front of me, because lust had taken over. My hand went down to the warmth heating up between her legs. Her pants were still on but I could still feel her heat. With one hand and dexterous fingers I unbuttoned her jeans, She was a little bigger than what I was used to, that did and at the same time did not bother me. You see I'm not shallow but I have to have standards and this was pushing it. She started to look around so I tried to keep her attention on me, I leaned in and kissed her deeply my acceptionally long tongue sliding into her mouth. her breath escaping from the seems of our mouths pressing together. Her moans enticed me to press on my heands reached beneath her laced panties her legs kicked beneath me in anticipation. My God she was wet I had been with needy girls before but this was a understatement when it came to her.

My fingers searched for what they were looking for and sure enough they found it. they plunged in and delved into a silky wet mess, her cries were instantanious as well was my baren erection.

her hands lunged lunged for the part she craved most her fingertips wraped themelf around my shaft. She squeezed eagerley as she began to stroke. THe 2 of us were a ying yang of juices and lust. I was actually enjoying it, but aparantly this great experience cant last. She had gotten so wet from the eager thrusting of my fingers that I had lost notice of what my hands were doing. and when I looked back my hand was completly inside her(needless to say I was shocked) but when I pointed this out to her she didnt seem to mind. She actually giggled to my suprise and said she was ready for the next step. By now her underwear had come completly off and well her once hot and sexy vagina had begun to smell. It was filling my nose, but I had pride at stake. I knew I wouldnt catch anything it was just a powerful vagina smell not the kind I was used to. She had already pressed her lips around the head of my shaft and was eating eagerly. no matterhowmuch I coaxed her,her sucking power was lacking. I had my pride as sombody who is good at sex at stake and Its just rude to cut out on a lady in the middle of making her peak. So I give her what she wants I'm not stupid I use a condom but what I didnt expect was how loose she was, there was litterally quite alote of moving room in there was it just me? or was she getting bigger the more she got turned on. I pushed my head in as far as it would go and pounded her like a dirty whore. the only problem was I couldnt feel anything. She was certainly getting off with her back arching and her moaning making her great dane try to break down the door. first once then 4 times she peaked panting desperatly. I hadnt even finished once, it wasnt fair it was 5 am now we started at 10 pm I had no Idead I had this kind of endurance but if this was going to turn into a 1 night stand I wanted to turn it into a night to remember, I told myself one more time or Ill quite and walk home if I had to eventually I think my dick just gave up holding back and let it all go she was limp and passed out on the bed I had to get away from her. I had never taken that long to finish or been inside of a person that loose. I grabbed a shower and made a bag of popcorn then sat next to her and watched wedding crashers. I think right away she noticed I was avoiding cuddeling. I ended up falling asleep during the moving and woke up sometime the next afternoon with her trying to give me a morning suprise I let her do it because she was my ride backbut I reallly didnt want to do it anymore. I have comlete control over my cock so I just kept it from getting hard and eventually she lost interest. that was my night with the anti boner because of her I swore off dating and sex for at least a year. It really was so bad it traumatized me, no matter how much I showered or how much I stared at another girls boobs my mouth was still filled with a sour taste and those bad memories come flooding back to remind me what I did.