Before February Ends

The alarm clock generated a quake in my eardrums and I hurriedly jumped out of bed to discover that I was late for 8.15 s class, the morning class which always haunted me from first year and this was the last year of my college life. I somehow dressed up and rushed towards the college when suddenly I felt some pain in my head and fainted. When I opened my eyes I was in some other place, the place was so beautiful, there were springs, falls, rhododendrons, grasshoppers and only one rose plant in middle of nowhere. I stood up and was amazed and shocked, it was not me in real, I could feel the air crossing my heart and the grasshoppers flying in middle of my stomach. I was dead, it was my soul. frightened of the situation I started running towards a road which emerged from underground. I was shocked, where was I? In the heaven? But I was not enjoying it even when the world was so pleasant around me. Yet I was afraid, I was dead goddamn, I was just alive a minute before and now I am bewildered in this beautiful shitty place. I started running on the road until I scratched myself against a old wall. I looked everywhere and found to be trapped inside a castle. I was wandering to find the door out when I discovered that there was a marriage ceremony. I stepped in the ceremony when I discovered everyone of them looked the same, some what like old Maharajas, I somehow went near the central stage when I discovered that there was no bride only groom and he was marrying no one. When I looked at all other people I didn't see a single women or girl out there. Only males chanting the mantras, I was shaken from inside and jumped and rushed outside, suddenly I fell down on a sandy soil. It was hot day and not a sign of living creature not even a small grass. I stood up, my hand was badly hurt. I somehow gathered my strength and started walking. I walked for a mile, but found nothing. I was thirsty. There was no one near or far when suddenly I saw a skull. I was scared but there was a map with him, I took it up and suddenly realized that I could feel my body and that I was not dead. I rejoiced but there was no one to celebrate with me, I started pointing out where I am using a compass I found from his bag but after walking for miles I found that there was nothing except sand. The sun was just over  my head when I  kneeled down and started crying, I felt a soft hand on my head. and heard a sweet little voice, " what happened uncle? Why are you crying? Do you need some water?" I looked up and found it was a beautiful small girl holding a bucket of water. I asked her out of curiosity that what was she doing there and she answered sweetly that she fetched water for her family. I was stunned, when I inquired about her family and she said that her brothers were never asked to do such job. She offered me some water and then vanished in oblivion. I started following her when I got stuck in loose sand and reached another place.  There was a river, a saint was sitting there, playing a flute. When I reached there I found that he was a transgender. I first hesitated to sit beside but the sound of the flute attracted me so much that I was forced to be seated. The atmosphere was so fine, she was playing a romantic tune, when I interrupted and asked whether she belongs to this place or not? She smiled and said that she was confused. People said that they belong but they didn't. They were living but nobody cared. Only this river accepted her, whatever she was, the river listened to her every tune, respected her feelings. I listened to her and asked whether February ended or not. She smiled and replied that it never did. I was gazing at her when she pushed me into the river. I was feeling like a feather, without any mass, nothing.  When I came in sense to find myself in Medical Unit, I asked my girl friend standing there- " Is it too hard to love someone? We can hate some one so easily but we can't love." She was shocked and asked me what happened, I smiled and said, "Nothing, I just learnt your value in my life." She smiled and kissed me hard, I was happy and shouted out loud.  "Let  us love everyone BEFORE FEBRUARY ENDS",,,,