I didn't know.

      I think in my past life i probably died from a broken heart. It still aches and i almost cant explain it.
I never want to open up to anyone, and if you ask my name is Hailey not Hely, and no my favorite color isn't pink and i dont like poetry.... I dont like R&B and romantic movies...I dont know who does....I dont know her anymore. Please stay away, because i dont want you to get to know me. Please dont allow me to stay up till four a.m. and talk to you...because our deepest darkest secrets that are revealed? arent..real.Its sad to be sad to feel sad in a world thats so mad, and I ...I just wanted you to be my mad man that made everything better.
     It was just a stupid crush and technically you were never mine. Maybe I was someone you talked to on the low, and you had your bitch with the title of a "girlfriend",you only talked to me to escape reality. You were my reality though though.. I was bitter and strange I wanted you. But you probably kept me on the low, and when she found out..you let me go.I didn't know. Maybe your sick, maybe your hurt,maybe every dark secret from 4 a.m. was real.............or maybe you fell somewhere and died, but thats  how i'll keep it.
      I miss our conversations, your voice, your stupid humor, and how you made me laugh. But your probably making someone else laugh,and holding a real bitch that goes by your "Girlfriend", i swear i didn't know.
I will never open up again, and no im not 5'3 and I dont think your funny,I dont even speak Spanish and no please just leave me alone..I swear i didn't know.

Thanks allot Robert.M~