I see your face

I am 24 years old, I have read over 6400 book, admittedly not all cover to cover but most of them were, iv seen. into the lives of many and through. them I see you. I go through jobs like toilet paper not because Iam a bad worker but because I get bored and feel the need to move on. I Like it when I find that something, that feels special, when I can use my unique talents for my own benifit, when I was a internet mod I used it to catch pedophiles and help abuse victims, I see pain in al hearts it calls to me. recently I took up work at a store and customers like when I am able to tell what they will make from the groceries they buy, chily dip, lasagna, pizza alfrado, chicken pot pie, iv read so many books about cooking I just know, and when I call it out they are quite impressed like it's some kind of magic trick. it's not its just memory and applying it to the situation at hand, im sure the customers wouldnt smile, if I reaveled how the pretty ladies husband is cheating on her and goes to the store himself all the time to pick up new girl friends, or the obese women who has a habit of buying candy, and tries to mask her habit by buying diapers even though shes never had any children, people are flawed we all have our secrets. the only time I feel bad is when I see one of them, the bad ones, the ones that I see and I know they have done something terrible. yet I can say nothing, what proof do I have, sure to my very core I know what I see to be true, but I would be laughed at like a mad man. so I keep my mouth shut, people have their secrets its how it should be, by why do you fear, and hesitate when I confront you, picking your words carefully just to be sure no one but me knows what it is you hide, in the dark corners of your mind, people look at me weird when I watch tv, because they are actors of course they are lying, but how bad is it when you watch tv just to get the dirty insides, like when a women speaks against abortion and you know she is not telling the truth, or when a person playing a parent slaps their kid and they enjoy it, I thought about being a cop once, then decided against it. it would be too stressful its much easier to know what people are and not see the result than to live in it and hunt them down, id take it all too personally. just is not me. yet here I am telling you, I see you and I know what you did.
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Well done Tim - the ' Third Eye' or "Christ Consciousness" .. good work.
This is all true and its not a third eye, people are just creatures of habit, I think of it like typing with a keyboard without looking, and you know what you want to say you just cant think of the words to say it, so as a writer you make up the words, you see actions and you know why they do those actions but at times something seems out of place, so you tAke what you know and look for something that fits in that place, and test it out, to see if your right, kind of like studying with flash cards and the answers are on the back. you have studied the material but cant always remember the answer, so through trial and error you repeat the process until you can remember. I just applied it to psychology and peoples day to day actions
I am clairvoyant- so I misrepresented - still good.
Im glad the 2 of you were able to take something from what I wrote, thats really is all I hope for when I write thank you.