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Question why do those that say the love you family friends or a person with a close relation to you in life never lends you a hand in anything  but when you leave this earth you Were such a good beautiful person inside and out helped all he could until it killed him. If you seen this while I was alive why didn't you give me a hand. Answer some times those closest to you pray for your down fall faster than stranger. Why a strange person don't care what you got they may wish it was them but they will never see you again. But those closest pray because they reminded you doing better than them and feel you don't deserve it. We can't decide who our parents are this is picked for us. But I'm a child with a pure heart no sin depending on this lady who birth me. I was born to family with no money and taught hate at a young age. With all this innocent I came into the world with why was this burden placed on me. I cry and I cry because I didn't do anything wrong to deserve this. My mother doesn't love me and my father is no where to be found. I get picked on jumped and bullied why when I make friends every where I go. I leave a ever lasting impression almost everywhere I go. But man your only 13 years old. Yea but years before my brother and I walked ourselves to school at 6 while he was 5 and I was hit by a car and was whipped and punished for lien. But why would you lie I was scared because I know I wasn't supposed to be going to my friends house after school. I didn't start school until I was 6 years old so I didn't know how to read or write so acted out. Until they placed me in special education and labeled me a problem child dealing with depression locking myself from the world. 13 years old arrested  15 16 17 19 23 24 I did six in a half years. Came home 31. I blame no one for my actions and I've very very much greatfull for the parents I was born to. 35 now with 3 homes two LLC companies I own. A published author A father who know they kids didn't choose me as there dad but I promise to make it worth there time. Your higher power doesn't place you in a situation you can't handle. This is why me if not then who else.