The wrong things

I grew up shy and ashamed of my looks. I wanted to hide and isolate myself from the world. I would shit in my room for hours watching animal planet. I didn’t have any one to talk to because I believed no one would understand. When I would lay down at night this was the worst. All my thoughts and fears would play in my head like the shows I watched. At a young age I worried that one day I would be alone. All the people I loved would no longer be here and I would cry myself to sleep every night. As I got older it became worse till one day I found myself alone in a dark lonely place. My head