Letter to my ex, 1

Dear Jasmine, 
How could this be I thought that we were meant to be  
I took a shot for you and I took a shot for us but trust, you don't know one thing about love  
Cos if you did, you wouldn't of lied throughout our relationship...and said the things you said just to break me down  
Like how, he can do things better now that you're both  together...  
He's center of attention just like I never was...round of applause, I'm really fucking proud of you  
You left me breaking in little tiny pieces speaking over thoughts every fricking weekend cos look  
I really miss ya but I have to let you go we've both come to an end at this final road...  

I hope he treats you right, I hope he makes you happy  
Cos I was never the one for you, just admit it  
Why you hiding the truth despite that we through? 
I wanna know why I was so bad for you  
Your friends hated me is that why you cheated? 
When I heard, shit I just couldn't believe it  
You meant a lot to me id always hold you down but this is it I can no longer care for you  
My final words are all that is left to hear, 
We both gotta move on and just be strong  
Yet when you left me I cant deny that I weren't ready to call up and be up in conversations...  
Congratulations on losing out on me, Cos you will never see..what you done to me  
My minds changed and I don't feel the same, I'm no longer me cos there is no more pain  
And hopefully the next one will last out longer  
Since we were never meant to be, permanently...  

Even though you're gone I do wish you happy  
I hope you found a better dude who can be there for you  
Who can look after you and do the things I didn't do  
Imagine this, love without the arguing  
Love without some struggles love without the troubles  
Relationships are nothing but dumb puzzles  

I hope he treats you right, I hope he makes you happy  
Cos I was never the one for you, just admit it...  
Since we were never meant to be, permanently...