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I don't know if I can hold onto this hate anymore. I've let it consume me for so long and it takes a real toll on me. I feel the stress and the anger and the utter disgust inside me all the time. It keeps me awake at night when I just want to sleep. At some point, I have to wonder if what I'm feeling is correct or not. What if the anger I feel isn't toward them? What if everything that has happened to me is my fault? What if the monster I was...created monsters? I need to take responsibility for what I've done and forgive myself. I need to move forward.