(The Story of a Psychopath) “The point where Black night, doesn't turn, to Blue day I’ll always lay.”

(The Story of a Psychopath) “The point where Black night, doesn't turn, to Blue day I’ll always lay” The point where Black night, doesn't turn, to Blue day I lay, looking emphatically down from up above, I view thoughts of acclamation to fame, through effervescent, yet boastful, poignancy of solitude, once I lived in blissful heretic, by birth, this in general,would automatically thrust you, within limes light, yet human eye, has me elusively stealth, on ground. If the only thing that is holding us together is my past, for lust of pain, we by far, should not be as one or together but as the seeker and sought after, from this day forward. A lot of analytical thoughts floating, on a daily basis, in the mind of a psychopathic killer. In this head, I thee wed, and with thee, I have locked away, many of my most poetic unjustices, of my crimes of choice, to the heart, mind and without further ado, the density, of your natural soul. The point where Black night, doesn't turn to Blue day I lay, flushing thoughts of my “adventures beginnings,” of my earlier days of dastardly deeds, owed, is so many, to look back upon and baste in the glory, of my, “flawless than a diamond,” virtues of gain and taste of quenceful, glory. A calculative collection, of perverted criminal instincts, bottled in an explosive conglomeration, of a blatant disregard, to the rights of another human being…….A sick man, am I and for all the right reasons, missed that med dose, (twelve days) in a row and counting. Leaves your mind playing tricks on you and rest assured, it sure takes its toll, on a clinically proclaimed sick man. Seeing things that surely aren't there, hearing the dastardly deeds of others whom again, gather nor claims, any physically compounded substance…. The point where Black night, doesn't turn, to Blue day I lay, Can’t count the sheep, all the sheep, (wouldn't you know it), they too, I have slaughtered. Ah but tonight’s still young and a life’s song, (by me), has not yet been won, “life’s song” not to be confused, with any musical tribute but instead, (their mortal soul). So again I must go bleeding the night, out of all day, waiting for my next carefully selected victim, as they squander the dark streets, some intoxicated, drug drunk and unsure, others none to be night walkers, children of the scorn are they, (trollops) to a life leading to nowhere but straight to, my front door and their demise ….Sounds of sickness and emotions of sorrow, for the faint at heart, may you say but for me, this is my life’s, worthiness of living… (No) empathy have I and a distinct neurodevelopmental brain disorder, which allows me to feel so matter of fact of the many, thus thrives to (hoard), whole heartedly, my many, anti-social attributes, not to mention, a poor response to fear and distress and a lack of self-conscious emotions, such as guilt or embarrassment. The signs of my traits Emotional outbursts, violent behaviors, Disregard for laws and rules, Disregard for the rights of other individuals. Five (5%) of your population, demonstrates my psychopathic tendencies. My symptoms manifest during adolescence, approximately at age 15. In most cases, the violent rage continues until a certain age, 50 at average, before it diminishes. My first symptoms include, cruelty to animals, and a lack of remorse after offending or hurting a fellow individual. While some individuals understand, that what they did is wrong, we do not show appropriate responses even after being reprimanded by others. These are my many Characteristics: It will behoove you to study them carefully and learn them against my defense. Primary Psychopaths These are individuals who are immune to disapproval, punishment, stress or apprehension. Incapable of experiencing any emotion, primary psychopaths do not have a clear plan in life. Secondary Psychopaths Known to be risk-takers, secondary psychopaths do react to stress. They often worry and waddle in guilt. Despite this, they thrive in living a life of temptation and adventure. Distempered Psychopaths These individuals often burst into a fit more easily than other psychopaths. They have strong sexual urges, apparent in their habits of pedophilia, illegal indulgence and drug addiction, among many others. They love the ‘high’ associated with risky activities. Charismatic Psychopaths True to its name, these psychopaths are very appealing and attractive. Somehow gifted, they use their talents to manipulate other individuals. Viewed as irresistible, charismatic psychopaths often take the form of dangerous cult leaders. Psychopaths, the other hand, often participate in schemes. Usually driven by revenge or greed, they often commit premeditated crimes with manageable risk. They usually calculate the risks in order to avoid exposure and incriminating evidence. The point where Black night, don’t turn, to Blue day I’ll always lay, be the mind set, of a stone cold psychopath. Psychopaths, often participate in schemes. Usually driven by revenge or greed, they often commit premeditated crimes with manageable risk. They usually calculate the risks in order to avoid exposure and incriminating evidence. Sociopaths often commit opportunistic crimes, calculated yet violent offenses, as well as fraud. A pressing mental condition, there are several facets that set psychopaths apart from sociopaths. By knowing these signs and symptoms, you can be able to diagnose yourself, just as I , thus leading me and leaving me at The point where Black night, don’t turn, to Blue day and yes, I’ll always lay waiting…… (fictional)

Jim

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