The Lighter

​​​​​​The amazing thing about Helen and I there was never
any awkwardness never did we have to work at our relationship I had been abused as a child brought with
a mother who freely admitted she hated sex thought even the word was dirty 
So that was not the best start In life Helen had been abused also and was frightened
even of me, when first got together she was very ill so I 
stayed with her cared for her three-night sleeping on a settee she aked if I'd like to lay on her bed I told Helen I was sore from sleeping in my clothes why don't you take them of she said there was no light on completely dark so I did but the thought had crossed mind if I could sleep all night with her me undressed her dressed she'd learn to trust me she'd see there was nothing to fear from me so I undressed Helen said don't move I heard fumbling in a draw what are you doing I asked can't see she said
Helen had got a lighter in her hand so she could get a better look, she went on to trust me I had broken the ice
It was so funny seeing Helen this loveable girl trying to position the lighter to get a better look
But in truth I think me being vulnerable nothing to hide not trying it on like a lot of men would helped her to trust me fully I felt really good she could put fully her trust in me