"The Long Road" (memior)

Hey there, my name is Bryan RJ Delorme, It all began approximately six or seven years ago when I looked into the eyes of the most beautiful woman I've ever seen and she looked at me with a light from a better place then I was in at that time. A place like home in her eyes that smiled so bright it lit up the atmosphere.

My earliest memory is very vivid, why is it that we remember the most shocking moments in life? It's like an electric circuit of lightning surging the memory of the bad times and the good times. it's 2017, and It all began when I was 5 years old; I was standing by the door watching my mother drive away after a fight broke out between my father and her. In that moment, I knew she wasn't coming back to that country home in the rolling hills of southern Manitoba Canada.

Then my crushes and bullying started... had a crush on the most pretty girl in class and her name was Jeanette. One valentine I stole her picture off the the guy she liked Greg and wow crushes get into trouble. Greg was a cool kid and I used to always copy him. One time he had a paper cut and wrapped his finger with Kleenex and tape so I did it. I picked on this one kid all the time and his name was Trevor, well Trevor got me back ten fold and threw me up against the back stop. I was held back that year.

I'm going to skip ahead because I'm getting bored. Later down the road I moved in with my Mother, I started getting bullied, then in Junior high I bullied the bullies. One day I went down the hall to get my toque out of the gym, and a bully said some idiotic comment and I kept walking. When I returned I noticed my older sister was yelling at him for talking shit. He had the nerve to say "your sister is a slut". Then "poof" I snapped, I Thai clinched him and kneed him in the chin and punched the crap out of him. "Mess with me it's okay, I'll get over it, but if anybody mess with my family I'll snap".

Later on they got me back, I was standing in line for choir and his friend did a superman right hook and knocked me out. I woke up to a beautiful woman putting ice on my head. Bad times can lead to good times. Social injustice works out for the one who was right in the end.

Like the time I had tonsillitis; that sucked but the bonus was I got to eat ice cream for a week

I got into trouble with police one day when I was rebelling against my mother. I ran off with some friends; we had drank a whole bottle of bourbon and my mother called the police because I was out of control. I ended up getting hit with a baton to the ground. As the cop was putting my cuffs on my friend was hitting the cop in the back of the head then took off with the cop car until he rolled it in the ditch on the highway with the sirens on and lights flashing.

I ended up moving back to my mothers home town Miami, MB with my father because he had sold the house in the country. I was on the phone with a friend talking about girls while I'd forgotten grease on the element. Startled I ran into the kitchen and the grease was on fire and I picked it up and it was to hot and I dropped it in front of me and backed off as the flames spread across the floor and up the cupboards on the other side. I immediately ran out the front door across the street to my aunts place and she called the fire department.

We moved to my fathers hometown Carman, MB and there was this guy Danny the drummer who was playing drums at a party once before in Miami, MB. One day I started writing lyric after lyric and singing them in my room putting pieces of a puzzle together one by one. I had a high school sweetheart Amanda and I'd sing to her all the time. One day I returned from school and went to get my lyrics out of my closet and they were gone. I went into shock and broke up with my high school sweet heart quit school and stayed single for the most part after that.

Well, back to the beginning the end of my solitude confinement in my one bedroom apartment after losing my dog and my job I stumbled upon a family and crossed paths with the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my entire life. I am nothing without love, there is no one better than her and I'm determined for it to work out in the end. I want her all to myself, call it selfish or obsessed but no I'm determined to have a solid spiritual and a financial foundation before I date again.

A dreamscape maybe but not a nightmare because nothing is as bad as it seems; sometimes the universe shakes us up to wake us up.

Fantasies all fall in the end but whatever is meant to be will be in the end and it depends on the thoughts we have; we create or own reality.