Understood from his own Perspective

I guess you could say that he's always known what to do without knowing how to do it. She knew he needed her touch when afraid to get to close. Afraid of the darkness inside. A promise muttered from her lips "wait until I get better". He wonders what it all meant for him; if there was any hope in waiting patiently for her to come into his light. He never added up the vibrant numbers to see what was disconnecting the circuits between. Waiting patiently in the background of the big picture. There comes a time to move on to the next connection and let her go. There comes a time to start over again when it is known to be wasted over time.