Absence

Went to the graves
Today
Saw something out of the corner of my eye:

For he was a...

Has't thou depression
Consumed my soul?
Anxiety awakened
Taking a toll
Hiding...

Alone, rivers have flooded,
Raining tears,
All these years.

Days of memories
...

Love will win the battle

bending all the rules
my game is upped by my determination.
...

Hold the train I can't handle this pain
cut the line dnt call 999
I ve seen it all its come 2...

As the rain pours
The thunder roars
The sound of static
Isn't it romantic?
...

I'm breaking now.
You're scolding,
Yelling!
You took my outlet.
My calming way...

Do not tell me if you killed yourself your bestfriends would not sit at your lunch table for 3 days staring...

Tunnel vision
​​​​Black confronts me
The bricks rumble​​​​​
Hot air against my face...

Its been years since we talked
Thats why I did`t pick up the phone
But every now and then...

Your ears are screaming
trying to say what they want to hear.
You fear
you`ve heard it...

To my babies I am sorry
i was always
In a hurry
Running to jobs
I had to do...

I look to my destiny every day,
A future discovered on a cold June morning,
An eternity ago...

Today I feel like
Vomiting
Like a hundred damn lies
Have been stuffed into my soul...

Make reality a figment of the mindful imagination...
I've died many times to help you remember your...

I feel like I'm in a box,
Four walls a top and bottom.
This box is like my home,
...

Tissue papers behind closed bathroom doors
Tear drops scattered on the floor
A life inside,...